My Favourite Childhood Show…and probably still is.

I read news of the castings for the new power rangers movie that is coming out in 2017 (it’s called Power Rangers Reboot) yesterday and boy was I excited. 

  
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Since the Internet wasn’t as widespread then, most of my pasttime would be spent sitting in front of the TV. Power Rangers was definitely one of my all-time favourite childhood TV show and I’m pretty surprised how long it has been airing on TV. I always find the morphing scenes really cool(as cheesy the words they say when morphing may sound to you as you age) and the megazords combining together was definitely a orgasmic moment for a young boy. 
One of the series I remember the most would have to be Power Rangers Turbo which aired in 1997(much wowz because it’s 18 years ago).

  
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Partly it’s because I owned the whole CD collection of the series and rewatching them several times, hence it left a pretty deep impression on me. Unlike a lot of people who likes a certain colour power ranger regardless of the series, my favourite differs from series to series. In this particular turbo series, my favourite was Justin which was also the Blue Turbo Ranger played by Blake Foster.

  
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Why is he my favourite? Well, from the photo above, he is only a child yet he is the blue ranger. As a young boy back then, obviously you would be jealous of him and even dreamt to be like him haha. Of course, Blake Foster would already be in his 30s right now. 

Also, since I was bored and I got the news of the new Power Rangers Movie which rekindled my interest, I decided to walk down memory lane by watching the newest ongoing Power Ranger series – Power Ranger Dino Charge. 

  
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Even at the age of 20, I’ve got to admit I was quite hooked onto it, like my young self. I’m really pleased that after so many years, the main essence of power rangers(the cheesy morphing and fighting scenes, the megazords even the beam that makes the fallen monsters gigantic) is still pretty much preserved. Since it’s an ongoing series, maybe I will continue watching the rest of episodes to satisfy the young side in me(don’t judge me, I’m still pretty much young at heart hahaha).

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Holding me back.

6 Sept 15 11:30pm
Typing out this post right now because: 1) I can’t really fall asleep right now 2) My thoughts are somehow the most active at night.

Just as I was about to sleep, a random thought came to mind as I lay on my bed – what exactly is my biggest flaw? ( Funny how I always have dark thoughts or maybe I’m just pessimistic) Often during interviews or icebreakers we get this question about strengths and weaknesses which I would have difficulty answering. Tonight, I finally got my answer.

Overthinking. Yes, I subconsciously ponder a lot (oh the irony of writing this post) which I feel really restricted me from accomplishing many things. 

Maybe it’s my low self-esteem or because I’m like this since birth, I often have trouble expressing myself. Speaking coherently to me is quite challenging. It’s like I always have ideas of what to say in my head but it often comes out differently when I open my mouth which pretty much sucks.

Needless to say, meeting new people is also a challenge to me. Even before meeting them, I would think of questions to engage in a conversation, about how I can give a good first impression. However, maybe because I was thinking too much, it causes unnecessary stress and things that I’ve wanted to say didn’t come out as expected. A “yeah/yes”  or some one-liner reply would come out instead just because I’ve run of things to say.

People always ask about me being taciturn but I do sincerely want to strike an engaging conversation just that I don’t really know how to. Maybe it’s because I’m taking interactions too seriously when it should be a natural and enjoyable process.

Playing too safe is probably one of the many flaws I feel regretful of. The possible repercussions repeating in my head when presented with ambitious ideas, all the ‘what ifs’ that I question myself with, made me hesitant of my choice and I end up dismissing these ideas eventually. Come to think of it, this side of me caused me to give up many opportunities and I do regret letting some of them slip through my finger tips.

Maybe some people who read this would think that I’m just being too pessimistic, but it’s been bothering me for quite some time now. I’m just glad that ever since I enlisted, I’ve started to open up more and hopefully that will continue after army.

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Hits me hard.

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So i just watched the latest ep from the newest season of ANTM and Nyle totally increased my respect for him. Nyle is deaf, yet he doesn’t look at it as a disability and laments about unfair life is to him. Don’t we feel embarrassed to be complaining about trivial issues when other people are moving on with life despite having it worse?

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QOTD #2

“I’m starting to realize that people lack good mirrors. It’s so hard for anyone to show us how we look, & so hard for us to show anyone how we feel.”

-Paper Towns by John Green

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ISFJ-T

I’m stuck in camp for the weekends again so hence updating my blog to pass time.

So, someone has asked me about my personality type recently but I couldn’t really give a definite answer because I’ve already forgotten the results from the personality test I took during my JC days(gosh, my memory has been failing too much recently).

Since I’m rather curious to know(and to prevent myself from not being able to give an answer if someone asked again), I retook the test. It’s pretty quick(takes less than 10 minutes) and easy to complete too. 

(If you’re wondering,I took the test at this website)

So once completed, I got my results which is ISFJ-T as you can see from the title of this post! 

Basically ISFJ-T means I’m more introverted, more of a feeling trait, more of a judging type and also turbulent. 

I find the results pretty accurate so I’m gonna share some insights of people of my personality type below! 

Source: 16personalities.com

ISFJ personalities (especially Turbulent ones) are often meticulous to the point of perfectionism, and though they procrastinate, they can always be relied on to get the job done on time. ISFJs take their responsibilities personally, consistently going above and beyond, doing everything they can to exceed expectations and delight others, at work and at home.

The challenge for ISFJs is ensuring that what they do is noticed. They have a tendency to underplay their accomplishments, and while their kindness is often respected, more cynical and selfish people are likely to take advantage of ISFJs’ dedication and humbleness by pushing work onto them and then taking the credit. ISFJs need to know when to say no and stand up for themselves if they are to maintain their confidence and enthusiasm.

ISFJ Strengths

Supportive – ISFJs are the universal helpers, sharing their knowledge, experience, time and energy with anyone who needs it, and all the more so with friends and family. People with this personality type strive for win-win situations, choosing empathy over judgment whenever possible.
Reliable and Patient – Rather than offering sporadic, excited rushes that leave things half finished, ISFJs are meticulous and careful, taking a steady approach and bending with the needs of the situation just enough to accomplish their end goals. ISFJs not only ensure that things are done to the highest standard, but often go well beyond what is required.

Imaginative and Observant – ISFJs are very imaginative, and use this quality as an accessory to empathy, observing others’ emotional states and seeing things from their perspective. With their feet firmly planted on the ground, it is a very practical imagination, though they do find things quite fascinating and inspiring.

Enthusiastic – When the goal is right, ISFJs take all this support, reliability and imagination and apply it to something they believe will make a difference in people’s lives – whether fighting poverty with a global initiative or simply making a customer’s day.

Loyal and Hard-Working – Given a little time, this enthusiasm grows into loyalty – ISFJ personalities often form an emotional attachment to the ideas and organizations they’ve dedicated themselves to. Anything short of meeting their obligations with good, hard work fails their own expectations.

Good Practical Skills – The best part is, ISFJs have the practical sense to actually do something with all this altruism. If mundane, routine tasks are what need to be done, ISFJs can see the beauty and harmony that they create, because they know that it helps them to care for their friends, family, and anyone else who needs it.

ISFJ Weaknesses

Humble and Shy – The meek shall inherit the earth, but it’s a long road if they receive no recognition at all. This is possibly ISFJs’ biggest challenge, as they are so concerned with others’ feelings that they refuse to make their thoughts known, or to take any duly earned credit for their contributions. ISFJs’ standards for themselves are also so high that, knowing they could have done some minor aspect of a task better, they often downplay their successes entirely.

Take Things Too Personally – ISFJs have trouble separating personal and impersonal situations – any situation is still an interaction between two people, after all – and any negativity from conflict or criticism can carry over from their professional to their personal lives, and back again.

Repress Their Feelings – People with the ISFJ personality type are private and very sensitive, internalizing their feelings a great deal. Much in the way that ISFJs protect others’ feelings, they must protect their own, and this lack of healthy emotional expression can lead to a lot of stress and frustration.

Overload Themselves – Their strong senses of duty and perfectionism combine with this aversion to emotional conflict to create a situation where it is far too easy for ISFJs to overload themselves – or to be overloaded by others – as they struggle silently to meet everyone’s expectations, especially their own.

Reluctant to Change – These challenges can be particularly hard to address since ISFJ personalities value traditions and history highly in their decisions. A situation sometimes needs to reach a breaking point before ISFJs are persuaded by circumstance, or the strong personality of a loved one, to alter course.

Too Altruistic – This is all compounded and reinforced by ISFJs’ otherwise wonderful quality of altruism. Being such warm, good-natured people, ISFJs are willing to let things slide, to believe that things will get better soon, to not burden others by accepting their offers of help, while their troubles mount unassisted.

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Enlightenment 

“Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.”

-Jim Morrison 

I thought I would continue to run away from my fears for as long as I could – maybe even up till the day I die. But obviously that was the most cowardly thing to do. I know it myself that I wasn’t going to be happy because I’m suppressing too much inside of me. When that opportunity came along, that opportunity to face my fears, it was sure as hell scary but not as bad as I thought it would be. I was just too afraid to realise the light coming from the end of the tunnel. That light, gave me the courage to face it. I never felt any better, feeling lighter with those loads off my shoulders – I feel that I’m alive again. 


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QOTD #1

“We worked so hard, so hard, building our world one brick at a time. And when it fell apart, it happened just like that. Everything was gone before you knew it.”

-Norwegian Wood, Haruki Murakami

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This is so me.

“I can never say what I want to say,” continued Naoko. “It’s been like this for a while now. I try to say something, but all I get are the wrong words – the wrong words or the exact opposite words from what I mean. I try to correct myself, and that only makes it worse. I lose track of what I was trying to begin with. It’s like I’m split in two and playing tag with myself. One half is chasing the other half around this big fat post. The other me has the right words, but this me can’t catch her.

Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami

Gonna be stuck in camp over this weekend for manning duty so I’ve decided to bring in something to read to cure boredom (learnt from my painful past experience of manning which I found myself having absolutely nothing to do). Besides, I haven’t really read Murakmi’s books and I admit that I’m enjoying it thus far! There are so many instances that I felt that I can relate with the protagonists. The above exercpt probably left the greatest impression on me(thus far). It is totally how I feel when I’m trying to express myself. I mean like, how can the description be so spot on?! Maybe I should give other Murakami’s creations another shot too (since I ditched 1Q84 after reading like 2-3 chapters because I just didn’t have the time and interest to continue reading it).

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I think I’m getting old.

Yeap, the title says it all, not in the age aspect but I feel as though my memory has deteriorated so much, so much so I thought I only have 500MB of memory space to play with. 

I find it tough to remember things, even those that were of some significance or even worse, occurrences that happened just a few hours before. I don’t know if it’s a recent thing or I’ve been like that since young. From scenes of the movies(I hate it especially for sequels that I couldn’t remember where it last stopped),short duration Youtube videos where there was an iconic phrase that was said to some silly and stupid things that I do with people close to me – these are things that enter my brain and would disappear deep inside after awhile later. 

However, things would start coming back to me if I have a photo of some sort or when people start talking about it. It would hardly be me who would start the ball rolling during these conversations because I could only recount snippets of past events and couldn’t really piece the pieces together which is rather saddening and embarrassing at times. 

So to my family and friends, the next time we start reminiscing about the past, please forgive me if I can’t remember at first haha.

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Look who’s back.

I realised it has been nearly a year since I last posted. Funny the way I came to remember the existence of this blog is upon hearing my platoonmate’s blogging habits in the past (where mine was pretty embarrassing to begin with). I guess the little chat with him has kinda made me feel like blogging again so maybe I would blog more often now. 

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